my sweetheart

Wednesday, September 28, 2011


first,i won't be able to see my baby anne around this coming 13th October in KL since anne already got a call from Petronas and will be posting soon in Labuan.. so i have to make time to fly over to Labuan end of this year,God willing just to see my baby there.. dear baby anne,I'm so proud of you,i know that you have been waiting for this call quite some time and yes finally it comes with the others opportunity as well,so I'm glad and happy for you.. plus,your birthday present i will be send to you soon as you will let me have your address at your new living.. and I'm craving for Labuan's food now :)

second,I'm having a trip to Genting in this upcoming weekend,I'm excited!

till then,

amal ismail

Saturday, September 24, 2011

the irony of love which i found out so beautiful

i copy this note from one of my beautiful angel in facebook,which is recently i guess being in love..


When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go. You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.

Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse.But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving them the freedom to find their way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because every time we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's called "FALLING IN LOVE..."

amal ismail

Friday, September 23, 2011

please clean your mess!

(gambar nie takde kena mengena langsung)

do you people have a housemate? because i have yeah! okay,vain! i wanna talked about housemate in this entry.. i have a truly pengotor housemate ever that i ever met.. pengotor okay people,like seriously pengotor!

1. she did not clean up the kitchen after she cooked and she did not clean the plate and the glass after she used it.. she just leave it in the sink for somebody else clean it and clearly me!

2. the bathroom,i feel so disgusting to use it after her.. hair is all over in the bathroom and she like don't even know how clean them up after she bathe.. i used to clean up the toilet once a week and she never clean it up.. she just used it and never clean up,i was like her maid you know.. sometimes i used to talk out loud like,'bitch clean up the toilet please you jerk'.. fine,i was bragging.. but i do talk like,'i just clean up the toilet a few days ago and now it stained again,please take care of what we use together'..

3. the garbage.. argh,i hate this,but she never throw away the garbage if we asked her to do it.. leave it tomorrow and the day after and the day after and it got stink and we have to throw it by ourselves.. she does not have the housemate spirit that we should being doing the chores together..

luckily now i have no longer share the same bathroom and i no longer use the kitchen.. i spend almost my time in my room after work,so don't have to be around her anymore.. i just cannot stand with the people that can't clean their own mess and simply asked for others to do that..

please clean up your own mess!

amal ismail

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

we have been seeing each other faces

we have being seeing each other faces for a year and 8 months now,happy anniversary my love.. you are the person that worth fighting for and i love you because you're always there for me.. your kindness makes me crawling back for you and fall deeply day by day..

you are the only person that patient enough to deal with this insanity that i brought to you.. you are the greatest invention that God had created just for me,so that you could completed my weaknesses.. nothing matters to me,although I'm having a fucking hectic day,seeing you actually made my day great.. i know that i have a lot weaknesses but you are dealing with it calmly.. and actually,it feels good to be around you love.. you are my boyfriend,my best friend,my friend,my buddy,my pal and my partner.. yes,i am willing to share my life with you right now..

(picture taken back in 2010)

now,we have been together for a year and 8 months,i guess it is strong enough for you to know me better than anyone else.. i put you now about the same level where i put the most important people in my life,my family.. soon,you will be amongst them.. and when that happened,my life is finally complete.. soon when that happen,i have everything that i want in life.. soon!

(present - 2011)

'if a hug represented how much i love you,i would hold you in my arms forever'

'if you love something,let it go. if it comes back to you,it's your forever. if it does not,then it was never meant to be'

amal ismail

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

pertambahan berat badan

you don't want to know how much i gained weight lately because i don't want to know about them either.. thus,i can only give you an example,i don't fit any of my skinny jeans anymore so saying good bye to all of them is the best decision.. i need a pair of the new jeans and a lot of new t shirt,please take me out for shopping..

here are the example of what i ate daily:
breakfast - sometimes bread and nasi lemak or some biscuits
lunch - fried kuew teow and fried rice sometimes
dinner - a plate of the plain rice and a chicken soup or something light

see? such unhealthy meal that i have.. should start of my diet routine once again because my eating habit freaks me out already.. i don't want to have an unstable life and being fat is scary.. should hold myself from eating and should control the need.. it's a lust somehow,i don't know.. but it will bring harm to me someday,sooner or later..

i pledge to start on diet routine,see ya delicious meal.. i promise you won't see me anymore!

amal ismail (the fat)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

stalker,it's for you

my life seriously memang takkan pernah ended with this type of person,stalker.. started when i'm doing my diploma until i'm in working,stalker is everywhere.. and i have one thing that i don't understand about stalker is,how do they picked their subject means the person to be stalked?

i wish somebody can tell me,but unfortunately not.. silent stalker is actually good because they won't do anything that harm you.. they just go through your profile,your wall and your picture.. just that! but the copycat stalker,something that i used to call this type of stalker is really pissed me off.. to tell you the truth,i have nothing to stalk about.. i live just a normal life,just like you did..

so,I'm confuse when i just posted a status in facebook and in a minute i found out you,the stalker posted the exact same status as i did and you using the picture as the same as i did.. fine,maybe i'm being so perasan and when i'm changing my profile picture using a picture that i found out cute on tumblr and yes,you did it too.. please,get your own life because i feel so rimas when i found out there is someone out there just like me.. i'm sure you don't want 2 'amal ismail' right? i'm trying to be me and i think you should be you,just you.. create your own image and get your own life,because you don't own this life,it's my life honey..

the only 'amal ismail',

amal ismail

Monday, September 12, 2011

you wanna see my truth colour?

mesti pelik kan,apasal you wanna see my truth colour? yes,i'm about to show you my truth colour..

how many of you that knows me very well? like seriously very well? please put your hands up because i really wanna see them so badly.. how many of you knows my real name instead of 'amal ismail'? how many of you knows my favorite instead of tomyam pedas and also the chicken soup? how many of you knows my phone number? how many of you knows where did i actually lives? how many of you knows my real age? gotcha,i bet none of you.. all you got is bubbly and friendly amal ismail.. from the outside and when i am happy,it is the answer..

people come across to ask me,'what is your real name actually?'.. and i was like,you did mentioned that you are my friend and you do not know my name.. wanna slapped them! sometimes,people that you thought your friend knew less than you imagined about you,trust me! i have been in this situation and i was like,'you are my friend and you do not know my real name,are you kidding me buddy?'.. people like this are only after you for some pleasure moment that you can give to them,there is nothing serious about them.. so,please be extra careful when you are surrounded with this type of people..

so please friend out there,at least know something about your others friend.. if only his/her nickname,you can't called yourself his/her best friend yet.. I'm not sure what the type of person you are,but if you only wanna come and say hi,better don't.. because i have some friend that wanna live in me forever and yes,i do love them..

amal ismail

Thursday, September 8, 2011

the price of beauty

second chance,not every person worth it.. appreciate the first chance because second chance are rare.. once you hurt the first chance,the second chance won't comes easily..

why am i talking about the second chance? because i do feel regret about something in my past and now,i won't get the second chance so easily.. so,apa yang ada with me right now,I'm accepting the flaws.. so,please appreciate everything that come incidentally,unplanned or you don't even want it because somehow someday,you might feel that it worth a thousand times for you..

yes,that the price of chance.. you lose it,you might don't have a chance to get it back.. like when you're in a relationship,you left him and someday you might crawling back for him somehow.. that is why,appreciate it while you still can and enjoy it to the fullest.. there is no second chance for you if you wasted the first one,because the second chance are rare.. only the luckiest may have them.. definitely,i'm not amongst the luckiest person to have that.. regret on something past is something that not nessecery so earn them yourself,make your chance.. because if you work hard for it,you don't need any luck to earn it :D

the person that might not have the second chance because the second chance are rare,

amal ismail

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

selamat hari raya people

i guess it is not to late selamat hari raya aidilfitri,sorry for every wrong-doings that i ever made to you guys.. raya is so much fun! i hope you guys have a very fun raya too.. raya this year means a lot to me,i actually enjoy give duit raya to my niece and nephew than accepting them from anyone.. i at least feel like it is my responsibility to give it to them.. and having them to receive duit raya from me,bersalaman and kissing my pipi,so comel! hari raya is not so like an ordinary day,it is the day we seek for forgiveness and apologize for everything happened.. and hari raya also been surrounding with delicious meals as well.. i ate like so a lot,nasi dagang on my first day of raya! so delicious,like always mummy's cook never failed me..

and having a week of leave from work,i managed myself to go to the almost everyone houses to raya with them.. it was so much fun..

till then people,
amal ismail